Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Ubi bene. ibi patria

"Ubi bene, ibi patria" is latin for "Where one is happy, there is one's homeland" which I guess is a description of how I feel.
My time home in Bulgaria was pretty confusing. Now I'm home in Switzerland. How can I be home now if I was home yesterday but elsewhere? "Home" is a funny word. I think that in the sense that it's usually used in it's totally overrated. At least for me it is.
Back to my confusion... This time it was different for me. Usually I go home (there it is again...) for holidays, to spend a good time with friends, to see my family, to drink and party. This time I had it all although I didn't seek for it. I wanted to see what is happening, what is moving and why and what is standing still. I got a lot of impressions. Positive and negative ones. I didn't get much answers. I got more questions. Which is good. I like questions. Questions are directed to the future. They guide us. Instead answers are standing still. They are dealing with the past and bring us to a stop with a fake fealing of accomplishment. Anyway. I have a much clearer vision of my future. I know better where I belong to and what my role and purpose is. I know better how to get there. And I'm not talking about places right now but about actions.
I guess I found some sense and direction. Now I need to work on it and take care of my motivation in order not to lose it. If you read carefully you should have spotted this paradox: I'm confused but I found direction? Isn't this totally brainless? I don't think so. Confusion is good like questions are. And for the same reason.
I feel deep deep gratitude for my parents and all my friends who welcomed me so warmly. Thank you for your attitude, for the conversations and emotions which helped me to learn more about myself.

posted by Yavor @ 1:52 PM
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Patterns

I recognize a pattern - i'm much sleepier in the morning when there is rain. I need something to wake me up fast. Let's put on some music television. Yep. I was right: "Paul van Dyke feat. Jessica - White Lies". Jessica is stripping. She has a chair. She's using it in very innovative ways.

posted by Yavor @ 6:44 AM
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Monday, August 13, 2007

Need coffee...

There's the sun again. No rain no fog. But since this is not a weather forecast blog I owe you at least one thought. Usually early in the morning mine are not spectacular at all but here you go:

Maybe you have seen a new video called "Brick and Lace - Never never". I'm sure that they could have a wonderful career. One looks like a clone between Beyonce and Kelly Rowland and the other one is brunette. They are jiggling and wiggling but unfortunately their sing is too "nothing special" and too uncatchy so my guess is - career over before it started. They could have used an Umbrella-ella-e-e or something like this. Well I'm not sad.

And speaking of music television: why do they start with the ass and tits videos that early in the morning? While I'm typing this this guy is receiving a sexy car wash from 5 girls. One is licking his car, another one is blowing the car dry and a third one is squirting water from a hosepipe between her legs. I think this is massively offensive even more considering what time it is.

posted by Yavor @ 6:41 AM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

Positivity all arround...

I don't like fog. But there's lots of it outside. But I will probably see how it will soon vanish. And that's more than i would see if I was sleeping. I think I messed this sentence up no? English grammar...
Anyway, got coffee?

posted by Yavor @ 6:46 AM
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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Stars and moon

Yes it's "around 7:00" or even "around 7:30" but I'm quite happy considering that it's Saturday. I have a paper to write and I will be ready to start at "around 8:00" instead of the usual "around 12:00". It's not the stars but I'm on the moon. :)

posted by Yavor @ 7:16 AM
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Thursday, August 09, 2007

Supernerd II

And in addition to that I'm learning PHP. It's kinda fun.

Good Morning

posted by Yavor @ 6:38 AM
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Almost missed.

This thing is harder than I thought. One week is over. I was totally defeated two times so two posts are missing. And from the days where I managed i succeeded only 2 times to post something before 06:30am. Am I losing?
The hard thing is the posting. It's just to damn early for blogs...

I'm changing the rules. "Post something around 06:30 and not before 06:30".
And by that I'm not compromising my credibility. Remember: this is my battle and you are just watching. That's it.

posted by Yavor @ 6:39 AM
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Monday, August 06, 2007

Supernerd

I think I'm becoming one. What did you do sunday? I for my part pimped up my system and made it a Ubuntu 7.04 / Windows XP Dual-Boot. Not to mention that Ubuntu is set to be the primary OS. w00t!

posted by Yavor @ 6:36 AM
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Saturday, August 04, 2007

Quite cool

Yesterday

Today
By the way: it took me 20 min to get the alignement of the pictures right. Blame blogger. :)

posted by Yavor @ 6:37 AM
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Friday, August 03, 2007

Day 3

Hey where is the sun? Somebody turn on the sun please?

EDIT: By the way I received a spam mail from Jesus. No kidding. He was selling me a watch. I guess he's to busy selling watches over the net that's why our weather is so fucked up.

posted by Yavor @ 6:29 AM
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Thursday, August 02, 2007

Just for now

I don't know if you know Imogen Heap. I surely didn't know her. I'm typing this with my headphones on and I need to listen closely that's why this post will be short as well.
Watch this video of her singing a capella and do yourself a favour -track her records down! Just wow...

posted by Yavor @ 11:19 PM
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Day 2

This blog will soon be a collection of mindless posts like this *. Maybe I should change the rules for the sake of the people who actually read this thing?


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*By that I'm not implying that the posts before that were full with awesomeness...

posted by Yavor @ 6:35 AM
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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Day 1

Happy 1st of August. I have my coffee and I will even see the sunrise. That's the whole post. It's to early. Nothing else to share yet...

posted by Yavor @ 6:16 AM
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