Monday, November 12, 2007
No just yet
There are a lot of things happening right now and I know that I should update this thing soon but not yet. I need some time to put things into order before writing them down.posted by Yavor @ 12:41 PM
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Monday, October 01, 2007
Silence
When a 3 year old child dies because of a brain tumor suddenly all your problems seem so small and irrelevant. Colin my thoughts are with you.This blog will remain black and silent for the next week.
posted by Yavor @ 2:38 PM
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Sharing
Maybe you have noticed: when I don't want to share anything here (or I don't have anything to share) I put on videos, pics and other things I find on the net. Here's again something. How much sharing can you handle?Here's the website: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
posted by Yavor @ 9:26 PM
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Supernerd III
I was so proud of myself... I thought that I have programmed a pretty cool script till I realized that I just created a huge security leak for our corporate website... I guess that it will be easier to start again from scratch than to try and close this open door. Go me!This picture comes to mind again...
posted by Yavor @ 10:13 AM
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Ubi bene. ibi patria
"Ubi bene, ibi patria" is latin for "Where one is happy, there is one's homeland" which I guess is a description of how I feel.
My time home in Bulgaria was pretty confusing. Now I'm home in Switzerland. How can I be home now if I was home yesterday but elsewhere? "Home" is a funny word. I think that in the sense that it's usually used in it's totally overrated. At least for me it is.
Back to my confusion... This time it was different for me. Usually I go home (there it is again...) for holidays, to spend a good time with friends, to see my family, to drink and party. This time I had it all although I didn't seek for it. I wanted to see what is happening, what is moving and why and what is standing still. I got a lot of impressions. Positive and negative ones. I didn't get much answers. I got more questions. Which is good. I like questions. Questions are directed to the future. They guide us. Instead answers are standing still. They are dealing with the past and bring us to a stop with a fake fealing of accomplishment. Anyway. I have a much clearer vision of my future. I know better where I belong to and what my role and purpose is. I know better how to get there. And I'm not talking about places right now but about actions.
I guess I found some sense and direction. Now I need to work on it and take care of my motivation in order not to lose it. If you read carefully you should have spotted this paradox: I'm confused but I found direction? Isn't this totally brainless? I don't think so. Confusion is good like questions are. And for the same reason.
I feel deep deep gratitude for my parents and all my friends who welcomed me so warmly. Thank you for your attitude, for the conversations and emotions which helped me to learn more about myself.
My time home in Bulgaria was pretty confusing. Now I'm home in Switzerland. How can I be home now if I was home yesterday but elsewhere? "Home" is a funny word. I think that in the sense that it's usually used in it's totally overrated. At least for me it is.
Back to my confusion... This time it was different for me. Usually I go home (there it is again...) for holidays, to spend a good time with friends, to see my family, to drink and party. This time I had it all although I didn't seek for it. I wanted to see what is happening, what is moving and why and what is standing still. I got a lot of impressions. Positive and negative ones. I didn't get much answers. I got more questions. Which is good. I like questions. Questions are directed to the future. They guide us. Instead answers are standing still. They are dealing with the past and bring us to a stop with a fake fealing of accomplishment. Anyway. I have a much clearer vision of my future. I know better where I belong to and what my role and purpose is. I know better how to get there. And I'm not talking about places right now but about actions.
I guess I found some sense and direction. Now I need to work on it and take care of my motivation in order not to lose it. If you read carefully you should have spotted this paradox: I'm confused but I found direction? Isn't this totally brainless? I don't think so. Confusion is good like questions are. And for the same reason.
I feel deep deep gratitude for my parents and all my friends who welcomed me so warmly. Thank you for your attitude, for the conversations and emotions which helped me to learn more about myself.
posted by Yavor @ 1:52 PM
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